... where it feels like life is going to turn out ok after all.
I went out for dinner this evening with Steve and his parents, and after dinner (Cornish crab cakes with salad, and warm citrus cake with kemon curd cream fod dessert, mmmm) while his parents were very kindly sorting out the bill Steve and I took his dog for a walk along the beach. It was such a simple thing, and something that for anyone who's used to always having a dog around would feel like just another daily chore, but to me it was such a beautiful moment. I was so happy, and I could see myself doing that every day for the rest of my life. And I can very definitely imagine Steve being the person by my side every day. Normally thinking about my future just makes me not very happy, so it makes an unbelievable amount of difference to be feeling like this.
Saying "let's get married and spend the rest of our lives together" where I am right now if definitely not on the cards, but if it's things like this and feelings like this that life has in store, then I can't wait :)
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That sounds wonderful. Some moments are just 'right' in every way. (Oh btw, in the tests they did they magnified the paper 10 times to see the dots.. If you do find them I am curious as well!)
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